First post in 2011

I am here to update my half-dead blog ♥


2010 went off and here comes the 2011, I am wondering when is the disappearing of the Earth, if peoples still continue not to save it. Anyway, I had lots of fun last year, I mean in the holidays with the friends. Went to picnic in Port Dickson, yamcha almost every night, and BBQ at my house yesterday =D
 Too bad i am unable to take pictures yesterday with the friends gathered in my house, it's fun. Thanks, you all made my day ♥


My result were out and it's better than what i expected. I am so happy and satisfied for the


 result. Thank you Jia Shyang helped me to check the result but I have to punch you 


because you lied me than I failed my physic =/ Thank you Chu Pei because you are the one 


who remind me when is the due date of course evaluation and also told me when the 


results were out. Hope you faster transfer to food science ♥


I have overcome all the obstacles last year, loads happened including the bad news that I 


can't get in degree because lack of three marks for my chemistry. I was like boom, how 


come it's me? How come I couldn't get all the things done smoothly? Thank you for the 


parents for accompany by my side always and always. Thank you dad always encouraged me


 when I was down and faced with some difficulties and also be my consultant. Thank you 


mum for preparing all the foods and daily stuffs for me, I don't even need to bother 


whether the stuffs are finished. And brother? Thank you for critiqued me always thus I 


won't gave up easily ==






It's new year, 2011. Welcome my degree life and I promised I will work hard for it. I 


promised I will drink more and more water because I had inflammation of my urethra last 


year and spent two hundred to consult the doctor -.- alright, i admit that I am lazy to drink


 because need to go downstairs and boil haha my mum even bought three boxes of drinking


 water for me to put inside my room so that I will finished them. Thanks mum ♥


I am 20 this year, OMG my age start from a 2. I still couldn't accept it and I am sure Tan 


Connie will keep laughing at me. This made me think of last last year, I was non stop 


laughing at Chloe too. But now is my turn, karma larr =/




I will upload few pictures of mine and of course with the friends. Happy new year 


everyone, hope you enjoy the new year! ♥


Oh ya,not forgotten Lee Ding and Jia Shyang. Thanks a lot for helping me to prepare the 


BBQ stuffs. Thank you Jia Shyang for fetching to buy the ingredients and also helped 


although you are sick and having fever. Thank you Lee Ding for making the water and 


helped to throw the rubbish after the BBQ ended. Thank you ♥

Credit to A Wei and Kian Sean aka the love bird for taking the pictures ♥

Hair

Well, I have complained about my stupid messy hair like few months ago, now is the time to pampering myself after the exam. I am going to have a hair cut tomorrow or maybe dye hair since the hair grew out like 6cm long, probably straighten or probably get a perm. 


I wish to get my hair red color, I have asked the friends whose dyed their hair red before this, but know what? The red color will only last for few months, then the color will fade slowly to brown color. How sad is it the color cannot be maintained.  I have to choose the hair color very carefully this time so that I won't repeat the mistake I had made last time, cheated by the hair stylist which claimed that my hair color will be brighter and brighter when time flies. And the conclusion is, peoples never noticed that I already dyed my hair, what the stupid -.-

See the messy and curl hair, I dah tak tahan lar. Oh yea, i had blonde hair, I mean I just dyed like a bit only on the right. I wanted white color initially and the stylist told me that it will be brighter and brighter with each washing, again I get disappointed by him. The color is still remained, abit yellow. Just exactly like lala color ish I got pissed off. Never go that shop in the future! 








I want to get this color hair! But if I dye it, I would look like lala rather than celebrity -.-
So this color, OUT!

This pretty girl hair, wanted to get this pretty curl hair. But too bad my hair is not long enough for me to perm like this. So OUT again =/

Want to have a short hair like this I mean almost the same. But failed seriously, my hair messy like hell ><

Prove? Here you go. Can somebody tell me why I looked so fast in the picture? 

Conclusion is, I will just get in the salon and get the professional opinion from the consultant there. Am going back KL tomorrow. Yeah! I want to get a nice hair tomorrow! Stay tuned for more photos =)

Christmas is just around the corner, here is the song for you. Enjoy and cheers!♥

Holidays

I am here again finally after the exam. It's was so torturous when others are having holidays but you are still studying like hell! Anyway, it's over and holidays will be fun!


I just have two weeks break this year, it's so sad yet I will still use them wisely. Thus I am not planning to work, because I was thinking like I still be able to work when school reopen.

Oh yea, I have bought my x 10 mini pro finally just after the exam. Words can't explain how joyful am I. The phone is so great and gorgeous. I like my new phone very much and I am able to buy it with a nice and satisfied price.


Went to shopping and bought a lot without having anything on my mind, without hesitated anything when buying. The feelings are so great but also my purse is bleeding haha have to earn back those money.

This the song I got myself addicted with. Like a g6 like a g6, dedicated to Chupei

Fuck those guys who never pick their promises. I really regret to treat you nicely and even sacrificed my study time for you. Now I know you are just that kind of person and from now on, don't be wishful thinking that you will get any benefit from me!


I have the right on what should I do and whether I did it wrongly or correctly. Don't gossip behind, talk to me if you dare, if not, please keep your stupid mouth SHUT! Thank you for the co-operation. 




Night world. Hope tomorrow will be a good day =)

Holidays

I am here again finally after the exam. It's was so torturous when others are having holidays but you are still studying like hell! Anyway, it's over and holidays will be fun!


I just have two weeks break this year, it's so sad yet I will still use them wisely. Thus I am not planning to work, because I was thinking like I still be able to work when school reopen.

Oh yea, I have bought my x 10 mini pro finally just after the exam. Words can't explain how joyful am I. The phone is so great and gorgeous. I like my new phone very much and I am able to buy it with a nice and satisfied price.


Went to shopping and bought a lot without having anything on my mind, without hesitated anything when buying. The feelings are so great but also my purse is bleeding haha have to earn back those money.

This the song I got myself addicted with. Like a g6 like a g6, dedicated to Chupei

Fuck those guys who never pick their promises. I really regret to treat you nicely and even sacrificed my study time for you. Now I know you are just that kind of person and from now on, don't be wishful thinking that you will get any benefit from me!


I have the right on what should I do and whether I did it wrongly or correctly. Don't gossip behind, talk to me if you dare, if not, please keep your stupid mouth SHUT! Thank you for the co-operation. 




Night world. Hope tomorrow will be a good day =)

Holidays

I am here again finally after the exam. It's was so torturous when others are having holidays but you are still studying like hell! Anyway, it's over and holidays will be fun!

I just have two weeks break this year, it's so sad yet I will still use them wisely. Thus I am not planning to work, because I was thinking like I still be able to work when school reopen.

Oh yea, I have bought my x 10 mini pro finally just after the exam. Words can't explain how joyful am I. The phone is so great and gorgeous. I like my new phone very much and I am able to buy it with a nice and satisfied price.

Went to shopping and bought a lot without having anything on my mind, without hesitated anything when buying. The feelings are so great but also my purse is bleeding haha have to earn back those money.

This the song I got myself addicted with. Like a g6 like a g6, dedicated to Chupei

Fuck those guys who never pick their promises. I really regret to treat you nicely and even sacrificed my study time for you. Now I know you are just that kind of person and from now on, don't be wishful thinking that you will get any benefit from me!


Night world. Hope tomorrow will be a good day =)

I am here again finally after the exam. It's was so torturous when others are having holidays but you are still studying like hell! Anyway, it's over and I am studying degree next year although a bit later than others but at least I can graduated with flying color's result.

I just have two weeks break this year, it's so sad yet I will still use them wisely. Thus I am not planning to work, because I was thinking like I still be able to work when school reopen.

Laziness had dominated my thought and action nowadays. I shouldn't been here actually, but physics is just too tough for me, I am forced to escape to here without thinking any of the formula and the craps newton temporally. Alright, some students already started their exam few days ago, and my turn is coming soon. 


Staying home is actually torturous, peoples tend to think much when they are not doing anything, I hope you will recovered soon ya =)


And to Chloe, I am kind of curious why you never feel sad for the resit paper, maybe you are immune to human stupid bio? Alright, I will be taking pharmacy with you in IMU next year. Better study hard for it, you can pass it and enjoy with me during Christmas. 


Two weeks to go and I will be free, free from physics, or maybe free forever. 

First post in December

Went for survey at Mid Valley Menara IGB. It's beverage survey, asked to try five cups of unknown water. They were pink in color, so cute right? But I wonder how much chemical they added inside. Got my extra pocket money easily just in few hours, credit to Chu Pei and Nini for introducing the survey and not forgotten Connie, the honey for fetching me there. Thank you, you all made my day ♥

And I got myself two shoes in Cotton On with the money. The original price shoes is RM 69.00 but now they are selling it two pairs for RM25.00. Isn't it worth? Don't miss this chance, go and grab two  =)

Am keep persuading myself to study, I have no idea why I can't focus on the studies. Anyway, I am trying the best to stay away from my lappie to avoid the seduction of facebook, blogging and also pps lol

Outings are waiting for me after the stupid final. Stay tuned for more post. Wish to have a fun trip, Chloe please brings me to Singapore! I am ready! 

Having the power of choice is generally good. To be able to choose one’s course in college, or one’s career, or one’s spouse is an exercise in freedom. Making a choice makes one feel good and powerful. It makes one feel alive and autonomous and responsible. ( jimparedes)

As I’ll be in hiatus,exams are 6 days counting down,I might not be able to update my blog, this is the last post until I finish my exam!

I am here to update my blog again ♥


Finished my calculus test 3 is a good thing but it's indicated that final is reaching soon.


Go back hometown tomorrow but my mum went for vacation -.-




Off to bed, good night world ♥

I am Aquarius

几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。

那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间，似乎只是自己一个人的事。

一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。

没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。

水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。

用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。

但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。

更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。

在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。

显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。

一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。

在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。

这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。

水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。

水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。

算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，可以继续貌似潇洒，只是在夜深人静的时候，会偷偷的想一个人

但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，可这些只是因为他爱她，至于别人，见鬼去吧。

这种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了，然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见到自己。明白之后，表面就是绝对的安静了，可心里只有瓶子自己知道，其实安静的水瓶更可怕

这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要，她才是最重要的

天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无，因为别人给不了瓶子想要的那种幸福，除了她。

自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。爱、就是那种不计后果的疯狂

水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。

感情投入的越多越是伤的重。

最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，永远都是给对方一个骄傲的理由离开，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。

爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。

所以，不轻易说。说出口，就是一辈子

只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌，她的样子却还是那么清晰

只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。

之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，阳光向上重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞，无法承受没有她的日子

人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实水瓶的爱只有一次，其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”

有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其她所有自动归为一种程序。

因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。

当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。

只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。

星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。

水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生。

如果你遇到了一个水瓶座的男孩或是女孩，他一定会把他最好的爱都给你，也许他给不了你那么多，可他把自己都给你，够么？

Copied from somewhere. It's really true.

I believed, miracle is created by human being.

I am not emo, but the descriptions were really suitable for me, an Aquarius =)

Random

Hi peeps, I am back in blogging. I have already watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part one. It's nice but just first part and I still have to wait until next year I guess. Why don't they combine both to one? Then I wont feel disappointed =( 

Actually I intended to watch it first day when the movie launched but Mid Valley's seats were fully booked plus premier seats need RM 18, OMG how expensive it is? I really can't imagine how much they earn for one movie. Harry Potter already became a billionaire i guess but I still need to work. Oh yea, I have received a new job which I just have to help the client to add and tag peoples by using their facebook account. Two days for Rm 90. But I think I cant even get 50 bucks. Due to too many peoples i added in a short period, facebook had already blocked me temporally. I already waited for few hours for it to unblock me. Oh please, let me continue to earn money. Anyway, it's an easy job to do and it is home based. I still can enjoy my job with my two friend, Chu Pei and Nini =D 

I read through newspaper and I thought they said Hermonie and Harry will have their first kiss, but I was disappointed after the movie, no kiss at all? Being cheated or I didn't pay my attention maybe I was drinking my water when they were kissing? LOL 

Time flies really fast, it's already November now. I am going to graduate, finish my foundation in UCSI. Where should I go for my university life? Just stick with UCSI and enjoying watching Black peoples' leng zai? LOL

To chloe: All the best in your final. I support you physically, don't forget you need to bring me to Singapore, I wanted to eat your mum's delicious meal. ♥


To Shinyi: Congratz you passed all your subject, dentist. ♥

Busy

I am busying with my coming Mid Term. Physics is just too tough for me, whatever how many exercises I did. I still unable to get good result, i mean better? I am regretted seriously why I never listen to the parents advices. I didn't study hard when I was in Form 4 and Form 5. And cried deadly after the result had released xD


It's too late to regret T_T


Not only physics is a difficulty for me. Even the easier subject for everyone else, calculus or even math I also NEVER do well. Sucks lar me =x


What to do? Have to get more and more and more questions to practice on and as well as put eeeeeextra extra efforts in just for one subject. Oh god, I have to cover 3 subjects this semester. Should I just sacrifice my sleeping, facebook and blogging time? -.-


The last subject, Business. Stupid business, I don't have any little interested on you. Why I have to study business? I have no idea at all. And the same thing happen and even worse. I never study business before at all. How should I score in this subject? Alright, again. Pay more efforts. I can I can I can I can I can I can do it!








Oh ya, wish to perm and color my hair. My hair is super duper messy and ugly. Arg! Ugly till max!










p/s: Congratulations Yuen Pui aka Hamlou and Kai Ling aka Gzi. Although I am not sure whether the relationship status of both of you is true or not. But anyway, blessed you both. A Pei used to put extra extra more efforts than me in this case xD
Happy forever =D

Melaka Trip

I went to Malacca! Finally I have got this chance to visit the place that I never been for long long time. Although some of the places are still remain the same, but I feel great after visited. This time around, I join Buddy club to Malacca. Anyway, we went to Tampin with bus which cost us Rm10.20. Why were we bought the ticket to Tampin but not Malacca? Because we stayed in Bubu, the orange color shirt guy house, and his house is located in Tampin. Thanks for fetching us to visit all around Malacca and the foods are seriously nice! I like the cendol the most. =D

We had our lunch after reached Malacca, and guess what? It's chicken rice ball! I enjoyed the meal till max! It's really nice. 

We also went for the cendol in Malacca, the shop is a Nyonya style. I think the owner is Nyonya? Try cendol in the hot weather like this, is just another kind of enjoyment. It's cool and sweet enough. Anyway, according to Bubu, the difference between the cendol here and others places cendol is because they added gula malacca inside the cendol. The picture below is the cendol, I know it looks not that interesting, but believe me, It is nice! 

Next, we went to St. Paul's Hill which is A Famosa. Took some pictures there, I wish to buy me a new and nice phone camera so much =(

From left: Xin Chiak, Li Yi, Yin Hui, Phooi Fun and me xD

Went to Dataran Pahlawan and Mahkota Parade too. Too bad i didn't put anything into bag xD 

End up the trip at the temple. Nice and beautiful environment. I miss Malacca ♥

It's me on the bom. Enjoyed the whole trip. Thanks Bubu for provided the accommodation for us, thanks Jia Shyang for introduced many new friends for me, thanks Yin Hui, Xin Chiak, Li Yi and Phooi Fun for giving me an unforgettable trip ♥


Wearing of the day: Top from MNG, Short from Nichii, Bag bought from Mum from China, Shoes from Vincci


P/S: I have no idea why some of the pictures are so small. Sorry for the sizes ♥