This is the first time, the first time I felt so helpless with my relationship.
This is the first time, the first time I felt so helpless with my friends.
This is the first time, the first time I wish to cry but no tears.
This is the first time, the first time I wish to stay alone without talking with anyone.
This is the first time, the first time I feel I am superbly tired.
This is the first time, the first time I feel like giving up every single thing.
This is the first time, the first time I feel that I have no one else to try beside myself.
This is the first time, the first time I feel that I am tired of being the middle person.
This is the first time, the first time I feel that everything that I have done are just nothing.
I tried my very best to do every single thing, but why problems still exist. Why you still have to get into my life while I am trying hard to forget everything that you have done to me. WHY?
I want my happy life back
