Ups and Downs

I am here again, and this is the only place I can escape. I have became a bitch which I used to hate previously. People tend to ask me why am I getting so fed up and sad these few days. Thanks for all for asking. I will be fine soon. 


Some kind of people are like this, they looked so huge and fierce but actually they are kind hearted and tend to help people. However, some looked so adorable and lovely, but actually they don't really have a good heart. So I say, don't ever judge a book by the cover. Finally I knew how to use this phrase, correctly.


I want to be the one who are wise although the this is hard for me, but I will try my very best. Life is still a long journey to go, there are still loads of things for me to learn. 


Well, people told me that some kind of people are good in their attitude and they are far more better than me. I thought like too in the beginning, because they always smile to me, unlike me, act cool in front of others. But guess what? When some problem occurred,  they are far more bitchy than me. Wow, pro! Still blaming me that I am good in acting in front of people, but the truth is?


I can't express what is in my mind. But one of my friend told me, if you did something wrong, and you apologize means you are brave to admit what you did, better than those who won't admit. But I still don't know what if the people won't forgive you but still chatter you weakness in front of your dearest? I really cannot answer this question. Sigh..just because of this, I am physically and mentally ill, I should be tougher to overcome more and more problems.


Nothing can bring me down because I am Autumn Ling ♥

Unhappy week

Well, people will sure be curious why I am updated my facebook status so frequent nowadays. It's because I am bored, I am lonely ( think is just a excuse) and the most important thing, I am unhappy. Don't ask me why, because even myself also couldn't figure out the exact answer.

I am too dependent and I am too sticky. I need changes. I have bad temper, I need to change too.

I have too many thoughts in my mind which I have no idea how to solve those problems.

I need some time, time will heals the wound. I deserve for a better one. God please save me from miserable life.





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Feel so sorry for my bloggie because the neweast post of mine was 24 January and the date today is 6 March OMG it's been how many days I never blog? 

Sorry =(

So now, I have to start blogging from Chinese New Year? Alright, I dyed my hair again by using Liese Bubble Hair Color. And I dyed Mocha Orange which was the same color with my honey, Tan Connie.  It's easy and simple to use, view Liese to know more about it. 

Well, I have attended the event that organised by the SAO of my campus. It's a day to orphanage and old folks house. It's my first time been in old folks house and also orphanage. Helped with the cleaning, and also danced and singing session with the old folks. While in orphanage, played some mini games with the children, they were so cute and adorable. 

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Picture taken after cleaned up super big toilet =D

My face was super oily because it was really hot after completed the housework that given the people there

To make a difference at Rumah Charis =)

Group photos with the old folks and the orphans 

Random pictures taken during the lab session. Nini and Chupei, two adorable and skinny girls that came from Penang. Love them ♥

Me and Sze Yiing, the kind hearted girl ♥

From left, Sze Yiing, Qiu Xian, me and Nini ♥

Another outing with Chloe babe. Pictures taken in Mid Valley, Gardens ♥

The shoes was ♥

The birthday present from honey, Tan Connie ♥

Chloe babe loves the flower ♥

It's been long time we never meet, miss you babe. All the best in your studies ♥

Love her Mickey mouse shirt ♥

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I had really awesome time with my friends. Love and heart you all ♥

Think that's all I want to update? hmm

Anyway, I promised i will update more.♥

Good night world ♥