Ups and Downs

I am here again, and this is the only place I can escape. I have became a bitch which I used to hate previously. People tend to ask me why am I getting so fed up and sad these few days. Thanks for all for asking. I will be fine soon. 


Some kind of people are like this, they looked so huge and fierce but actually they are kind hearted and tend to help people. However, some looked so adorable and lovely, but actually they don't really have a good heart. So I say, don't ever judge a book by the cover. Finally I knew how to use this phrase, correctly.


I want to be the one who are wise although the this is hard for me, but I will try my very best. Life is still a long journey to go, there are still loads of things for me to learn. 


Well, people told me that some kind of people are good in their attitude and they are far more better than me. I thought like too in the beginning, because they always smile to me, unlike me, act cool in front of others. But guess what? When some problem occurred,  they are far more bitchy than me. Wow, pro! Still blaming me that I am good in acting in front of people, but the truth is?


I can't express what is in my mind. But one of my friend told me, if you did something wrong, and you apologize means you are brave to admit what you did, better than those who won't admit. But I still don't know what if the people won't forgive you but still chatter you weakness in front of your dearest? I really cannot answer this question. Sigh..just because of this, I am physically and mentally ill, I should be tougher to overcome more and more problems.


Nothing can bring me down because I am Autumn Ling ♥

Unhappy week

Well, people will sure be curious why I am updated my facebook status so frequent nowadays. It's because I am bored, I am lonely ( think is just a excuse) and the most important thing, I am unhappy. Don't ask me why, because even myself also couldn't figure out the exact answer.

I am too dependent and I am too sticky. I need changes. I have bad temper, I need to change too.

I have too many thoughts in my mind which I have no idea how to solve those problems.

I need some time, time will heals the wound. I deserve for a better one. God please save me from miserable life.





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Feel so sorry for my bloggie because the neweast post of mine was 24 January and the date today is 6 March OMG it's been how many days I never blog? 

Sorry =(

So now, I have to start blogging from Chinese New Year? Alright, I dyed my hair again by using Liese Bubble Hair Color. And I dyed Mocha Orange which was the same color with my honey, Tan Connie.  It's easy and simple to use, view Liese to know more about it. 

Well, I have attended the event that organised by the SAO of my campus. It's a day to orphanage and old folks house. It's my first time been in old folks house and also orphanage. Helped with the cleaning, and also danced and singing session with the old folks. While in orphanage, played some mini games with the children, they were so cute and adorable. 

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Picture taken after cleaned up super big toilet =D

My face was super oily because it was really hot after completed the housework that given the people there

To make a difference at Rumah Charis =)

Group photos with the old folks and the orphans 

Random pictures taken during the lab session. Nini and Chupei, two adorable and skinny girls that came from Penang. Love them ♥

Me and Sze Yiing, the kind hearted girl ♥

From left, Sze Yiing, Qiu Xian, me and Nini ♥

Another outing with Chloe babe. Pictures taken in Mid Valley, Gardens ♥

The shoes was ♥

The birthday present from honey, Tan Connie ♥

Chloe babe loves the flower ♥

It's been long time we never meet, miss you babe. All the best in your studies ♥

Love her Mickey mouse shirt ♥

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I had really awesome time with my friends. Love and heart you all ♥

Think that's all I want to update? hmm

Anyway, I promised i will update more.♥

Good night world ♥

Nine words women use

I found out something interesting through facebook today and I found that it's really true for me. So I decided to share it here. Girls are simple actually, but guys used to think that we are complicated. I believed that many couple argued before. And guys usually will blamed that girls are very vexatious but actually what girls usually needs are simple. Simple hug and kisses and will soften their hearts. ♥

(1) Fine:

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes:

If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing:

This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead:

This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh:

This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That’s Okay:

This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks:

A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you’re welcome.

(I want to add in a clause here – This is true, unless she says ‘Thanks a lot’ – that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say ‘you’re welcome’ . that will bring on a ‘whatever’).

(8) Whatever:

Is a woman’s way of saying F*** YOU!

(9) Don’t worry about it, I’ll do it:

Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself.

Replacement class

Lab session on the morning of the day. Sorry Yen Jin and Wan Ling because I did not much things. 

Used microscope today and didn't faced much difficulties as I and my groups already used to the microscope last few semesters. 

Took quite many pictures today, will upload more once I get from my friend. Love her camera because it's pink color! So my next target is to get a camera for myself so that I could always take nice and pretty photos. 


Countdown one more week to Chinese New Year. Home sick seriously. 












I can't express my feelings well and I am the typical girl. I won't mention even i feel bad and not satisfied with something. 


Need to pass up the assignment just after the Chinese New Year  the teacher is too mad! How could I finish it in time since I don't have enough time to even bother it -.-

FML

Chinese new year is just around the corner. Have you guys prepare for it? Me personally had already bought the clothes and shoes, I bought them in few random places. Cotton on, Times Square and also Sungei Wang. I love branded clothes but I don't mind to wear the clothes which the prices are cheaper because I used to think that as long as the shirt on me is nice and beautiful, then it's enough. Not necessary to be branded, suitable is the most important issue. Anyway, I had attended PTPTN briefing today and hopefully I could get the loan successfully. ♥




I really care about my hair and I believe that one's hair is really important because different hairstyle will let people look at you differently and most important thing is if you get the suitable hairstyle for yourself, you will be more confident because the hairstyle looks good on you. I like bangs very much but I have no idea why people around me especially guys like to critique girls which have bangs.
Anyway, as long as I feel satisfied for it, thats enough. Because I live for myself but not others ♥

My skin condition is getting better after I used Hada Labo. Great! Pimples reduced. ♥

Ignore my dark circle. =D

This is my friend, her name is Sze Yiing. I like her hairstyle. She became prettier isn't it? Don't take others thoughts too serious. People tend to say perm hair not nice and will let ones looked more mature. But I don't think so with this case. Sze Yiing, you are pretty ♥

I have a friend, he told me that he doesn't want anyone to disturb him since he has to finish the report on time. But know what? I just realized that he was playing with his friends but not rushing for the report -.-

Need to attend classes tomorrow. Replacement for Chinese new year, I hope I can skip them, but too bad. It's lab session FML!

Palaroid

Tried out with chupei palaroid camera today. It's nice and I was really excited with it because it is my first time trying with it. Oh ya, and thank you chupei for giving the Clinique sample for me =D

Chupei is pai zha bo! xD

Nini was showing off with her big eyes -.-

Pictures we took

Didn't study for the biology quiz today and I thought the lecturer will postponed tomorrow. Luckily I still be able to answer the questions. Phew~

I still unable to solve my questions. FML! 

Going to PD with chupei and nini this coming friday. Can't wait for it. Stay tuned for more pictures. ♥

Emotion

Yes! I am unhappy right now. I hate arguments no matter between friends, family or the dearest. Quite a few thoughts are bothering me these few days. I have no one else to speak with, and I realized that I do have many friends but those who I can speak with are really few.

Problem with the family members that stand still with their position. You can have big response like oh no! You already twenty but yet still listening to the family said? The only answer I can give you is yes, I love and also respect them always and always.

I dare not to tell them the truth about this, and it was like stored deep in my heart for long. What should I do? I couldn't make any decision. I am suffering yet I still need to complete my reports and my tests are coming up. I couldn't pay attention during the classes. I didn't have my meal because I have no appetite. I can't sleep well whole night although I was really tired.

Not much time left. I am selfish I knew that. But people are selfish, they can do anything for their desire. It is the same with me, I am just a normal people. Sorry for hurting anyone. Hereby, I would like to apologize to those who hurt by me. I am so sorry.

Mcdonald

Time to blog again. I have my degree life with all the awesome friends and also with the sucks loving lecturer. Well well well, these are the subjects I took this semester. Yeah! Papa is coming to clear up the fees tomorrow ♥. The fees is so expensive, I should study hard and get good result for the parents. Alright, random update as usual. Attended my very first class with the new lecturers, new friends, new hairstyle and also new mood to the class. 

While waiting for the students to leave the classroom, took plenty of pictures of my course mates. ♥

Sze Yiing and the guys that never appeared in my blog. 

Yen Jin, the top student in my class. She's looking good and don't look like a nerd at all. She dyed her hair, dress beautifully everyday she went to class and the company was Jessi. 

Nini, the skinny girl which is only 39kg. She couldn't gain her weight although one packet of full cream before sleep every night. 

Self loving. Oh ya, I am wearing purple color lens. 

With flash, looked so pale ><

Went to McDonald with the house mates for the dinner. 

Kailu, my house mate and also the senior. She is studying Food Science and Nutrition too. Another skinny girl , her legs are exactly looked like chopstick. I am not kidding. 

Eyan, the korean in my house. She will be going back Korea this February after her A level exam. Will miss her ♥

Kailu loves to take picture. 

It's me. I love McDonald because I can keep refill my drink

My mum went to Taiwan, hopefully she can bring some nice clothes and shoes for me. Chinese new year is coming soon. Yeah! Need to study now, Biology quiz next week and also reports due next week. Good night peoples ♥

New Semester, New Life

Started my first day in degree with the first class which is my favorite subject, Biology♥




Oh ya, and meet my new friend, Mr Pang. He is new here and currently studying the same course with me. Welcome to UCSI, Pang! =)

Cam-whole with them after the class finished. Pictures taken by Xperia 10. Sorry for the quality, I think the photograph man was not in the good condition that day, anyway, thanks Pei Jun and Benny for the phone♥


Went to UCSI north wing today with Jessi 

The main purpose we went there is to ask about the scholarship and before that, Jessi went to cut her fringe. 

Anyway, we went there by the shutter bus and she was disappointed by them because the scholarship can only apply next semester for international student like her. Oh btw, she is an Indonesian ♥

My turn, I was disappointed because I can't actually apply both ptptn and also scholarship. That's mean I need to give up one of them. And I was thinking if UCSI able to offer me higher amount of than ptptn does, for sure I will take the scholarship ♥

Cam-whore in the toilet is ♥

Hardly see my face inside the picture. Forgive for the lousy technique, I will try to improve. 

Off the bed. Good Night world  ♥