Friendship

Sorry for the temporary hiatus. Was busy fighting with those biology and chemistry.

Friends are important for our life. They could help you when you are facing some problems, they can be your company but sometimes, they will just abandon you when you are getting hiatus or didn't contact them for a long time, i mean maybe a short period. Or maybe they are getting the new friends. =\

Is kind of sad if you were in their group and when you used to bond with them anything,anywhere and anytime. But now no more, they hanged out with others, cheers with others but just without you =\

I always bear in mind that, you will never abandon me. Is just because she is busy with her own stuffs thus no time for me. And i will always believe that you will find me after the hiatus. It's kind of sad when the facebook's photos, updates or even the checking in with the four square are with others instead of me.

Study without me, webcam's pictures without me. It's hurt. I don't like the feeling of being abandon.


Friends, will kind of lost contact, if didn't keep in touch for a long time. No matter how many wonderful moments you spent, how good you treated. They were just once upon a time for now.

SIGH

Go Eco-enzyme ♥

University life project was going on this few days. What is University life? It's actually a subject in my campus which no final, and we are required to do some project and assignments in order to pass the paper. Is kind of bored subject but is fun during the days of show case and also the exact day to present our project. 

My group is still the same gang which I used to bond to. Jessi's group is our group name and our topic of the project is Eco-enzyme. What is eco-enzyme? It's actually a process of fermemtation by using the kitchen waste and brown sugar. 

First, dilute the brown sugar in a plastic container to about 1:10. Then put in the kitchen wastes such as orange skin, apple skin, or some vegetables. Fill them into the container to about 80%, store the container in a ventilate place, after 3 months then it's ready.

What is the usage of this fermented thingy?

First, it can be a perfume. How to say? It can reduce the odor of the toilet if you spray in the toilet. It can be detergent and also can use as cleaner to wash the face. How? We need to dilute it  with water then it's ready. haha

During the exact day, people tend to ask. It's fermented, impossible won't smell.

The answer is no, it won't smell if you put in orange, lemon and something that smell nice inside. And if you put in dragon fruit, the fermented water will become red color. 

 It is really helpful it can helps to save the environment thus this method is quite well known nowadays since we people started to save and love our mother Earth. Tsunami, earthquake and all kinds of natural disasters are all around the world and the latest news was the Japan 8.8 Earthquake, it's awful. I don't want it happens in Malaysia. Bless bless.

So people, try to practice this since it won't cost much. Just use the kitchen wastes  and it can actually save the environment. ♥ 

Pictures time. Credit to honey, Tan Connie's iphone, Chupei's DSLR and also Sze Yiing's pretty pink color digital camera ♥

Me and wen wen, she is so adorable ♥

 Me, honey and nini  

 Ann and me

Random sampat picture of me and nini =p

 

 Their project topic is Anti-suicide. They were giving out yellow color ribbons while my group was  

using green color.

 Jessi, the group leader. You did a good job jessi. Proud to be in the same group with you  ♥

Honey, me chupei, wen wen and nini. Oh wen wen is nini's elder sister =D

They looked alike isn't it?

Show case in SMK Taman Counnaught 

Went there to give a talk to the form 3 students. Thank to the speaker from "justlife" company, traveled all along from Damansara to Cheras. Thanks for your effort Miss Mei Lee and Miss Lee Yen ♥

Me and Rohini, the speaker of the day. 

New store openings beside UCSI, it's 100 yen! woohoo 

Happy larrrrr ♥

Random vain picture of mine

Finally the picture of me and Tan Connie ♥

 I want iPhone too =(

Taken with honey iPhone edited by Tan Connie ♥

People, please wake up. Is time for us to save our environment before it is too late!

Please support our Go Eco-enzyme page please 

Go Eco-enzyme 

Thank you for your support! ♥

Expected

This is my world, my place


and I can write anything that I want,


if you don't like,


Kindly press the x button on the top


This is the disclaimer I posted and now I post again to let you know. Seriously, if you don't like me don't step in here. Or else, you will be suffer because the content might hurt you.  Don't ruin everything here.  Thank you very much.




Played monopoly with the besties. It's a happy day that I forgot all the worries and troubles. Thanks Nini, Chupei and Jia Lun, thank you for always be there for me 


Here are some pictures taken during the competition while waiting Chu Pei to be bankrupt. 

Acting like usual. Jia Lun Origins

The poor bankrupt girl =\

Refer to Fuck ECA LOL

Creative idea by Jia Lun

My time again, just ignore my ugly hair. Thank you chupei haha

Immune system finally over. Study like hell just for 6 questions. Ended with I cannot answer the first question. FML

Went to Mid Valley yesterday. Bought two note books for Rm71. Sorry for the groupmates if we bought them over your budget. Sorry =(

They said they looked like twin. Alike? I wondered =p

 Had the lunch at Pata Zanmai. It's my first time been there, the foods quite delicious not bad.  

Chupei can't wait to eat but at the end, I finished up for her. She has such a smalllll appetite. While I am the vice versa -.-

Friendship forever! I used to write this when I was in high school and in standard six when I asked to leave some comment on the book. 

Just in a flash, I am 20 now. I have became tougher, not that fragile like last time. Will always shouted at mum whenever I need anythings. It's nice to be a child. No need to think of anything extra except sleep and watch TV maybe sometimes went shopping with parents. Time flies, people changed. 

I mean, same to me. 

Cheers! ♥

Jay Chou♥

I am always a girl that dreaming I have everything that I want.

Here is the list:

1. Want to buy clothes as I have been a long time never feed my wardrobe with some new member.

2. Want to buy a bag, the bag mum bought for me has already retarded ==

3. A shoes! My white Vincci shoes going to spoil soon.

I still have many waiting lists waiting for me haha gosh! Can anyone tell me how get money for me to buy so many? Blaim Ptptn, not enough to pay my tuition fees or else I can use them for my own purposes oopss =x

What a amazing and wonderful concert, I must be present in Jolin concert errrr if I have enough money to buy the ticket ==


1. Eason is so cute =D
2. Oh my god, Jolin is ♥ . But the rumors about they are couple up again is it true? They are quite match for me hahaha






I was shocked when I knew that a 6.8 magnitude earthquake just hit Myammar last night. It just few months and so many disasters, I wonder what is next. Please bless Malaysia ♥

Bye ♥

LIKE ♥

I wish to update my blog everyday because I will be happy after I click POST


I enjoying people to put a LIKE when they came across to my blog. The more like I got, the more happy I am. Weehee ♥


Aww..final is just around the corner. As usual, reports and assignments are killing me, oh and quizzes too. I just don't know how to manage my time. My time management is still suck after I attended University Life LOL


So how, back to topic. Today I am just happy because I sort of used the time wisely. Except my nap time. I couldn't change my habit of not to take a nap everyday. Hahaha I am in the newspaper! It's inside the Oriental Daily News (东方日报) which my school will have a whole stack on the entry and we,students can grab one before going to class. I mean in my previous post I did mentioned that I went to orphanage and old folks house. Charity is full of joyful! I will just post the picture of mine here next time =D


Get to know new friends are awesome although the personality of them are different, but I wish to learn different things, learn different perspectives of people. ♥


Oh yea, I know how to make delicious cheese cake. But gosh! Cheese is fattening @@

Oh see what I got, Ta-Daa

It's kitty mask! I am so happy, gonna buy alot plus it is limited edition one ♥
Happy happy ♥


Hopefully no suck result this semester. Am so guilty because I ain't doing revision and also study for the quiz! Ohhhhh Nooooo. God bless me please♥




Off to bed, good night people ♥

Awesome ♥

Finally I done with the messed that always bothering me. Time to focus on my studies. Blog is my favorite place because after I jump here I will be happy blogging about my sweet and happy daily stuffs with awesome people I met 

Went to Pavilion after the dissection of frog which had been done last year. Pretty satisfied with the timing we took to dissect the whole frog. Improved 

Here, the list of the awesome people I met in my life ♥

Awesome people 1# Chupei, the cute and always wanted-to-gain-weight-girl. She is so thin♥

Awesome people 2# Stupid Jason which getting round and round nowadays, he is cute and handsome according to my mum oopss xD

Awesome people 3# Ken aka gor gor. He is always by my side when I need help and face some difficulties. Thank you so much gor gor =D 

Awesome people 4# Ivelyn aka jie jie. She is the one who taught me to make cheese cake. Thanks for listen to me since I am very chiong hei ♥

Awesome people 5# Nini, the big eyes. The one who always asking me to be tough and always make a lot of laughter to the people surround her ♥

♥♥♥

Awesome people 6# Shinyi aka Shin Kitty. Loads happened when I was with her. She angry with me before, disappointed with me before but after all. We are still babes ♥

Thank you Shinyi for the advices you gave. You are always the BOOM ♥ 

Awesome people 7# Chloe Wan Jun. A girl that shouldn't experience so much with her age. Yet i still love you babe. Thank you for being by my side for last year and this year. Wish we have lots of year to go ♥

Awesome people 8# Tan Connie. This is honey. The one who always asking me to overnight at her house. Had dinner with her families. I was like the boyfriend who always visit her house xD

Love you honey ♥

This is me. If you accept me, just be friend with me. If not, just go away, stop acting in front of me. I don't want my life to be fake. I just want to be myself. The one who are brave, flexible and capable to solve any problems without any timid. I am who I am, stop doubting me! 

I love to hang out, love to take pictures, love to have a lot of activities like everyone do. ♥

永远不要向别人解释你自己，因为喜欢你的人不需要，而不喜欢你的人不会相信.

Hesitations

My brain just can't function and processing that well nowadays FML


That's why I can't make a right and nice decision. I don't know how to make it the perfect. I am fragile and will cry easily. How to make myself to be tough?


I seriously need some alcohol =\


Let go~

Eeling in wonderland, part 2 ♥

I have been thinking loads recently. Yet, I still have the same thought, people that scold the people after the one apologize, no matter what happened before this. It is considered that people's fault. But sadly, there is someone still cannot understand this easy theory. One of my friend always think that she is right, always act like very pathetic so she will get all sympathy although she is the one who did wrong. I should learn i think, cry is the tool of girls. 


I have no idea why some girls are just so fun to stick to the guy which already has girlfriend. Well, they will just act like they are the one who did everything correct, and put all the blame on me. They will just saying I am the one who good in acting hahaha I was really laugh my arse off. If I am the one who actually acting and do all those pathetic stuffs, what for I saying sorry and bothering the feelings of theirs? Yeeeee how come this kind of girl exist in the world? Hmm I am actually thinking for others in every respects, I don't really bother whether she does or not, but wtf I got critiqued because of this. But actually, a person did something wrongly, shouldn't you be talking and give some advice for him/her softly and nicely but not bitching and telling all to the boyfriend that your girlfriend cannot be save anymore AMEN. I don't know what's in your mind, but my opinion is once you do that, means that you are Sdn. Bhd. too xD
Is not about a matter of trusting each others but is the problem of annoying, always have you appearing here and there, a normal person will not did something that the girlfriend will be jealous on. Hmm it's kind of serious i think if the girlfriend saying and feel tak syok about your exist. And why don't talking about others but you? Ask me to think myself, I did. But did you hello?


Everyone doesn't like her, shouldn't she be thinking probably on what the fuck she did? Oh yea, you are the one who thinking like that, orrr maybe some of your gang didn't mean but is not the whole world don't like me. I still have my friends, my confidant with me, so do you, I don't like you don't mean that you are a bad girl. I still believe that you are a good and nice person as what your look showed. But just in this aspect, you are not good =\


I am a bad girl, I am selfish, I like to smoke, I like to curse people wtf, I like to speak bad words and even used to scold people with bad words LOL but know what? This is my life, what the hell you think you are to control me,judge me and even saying I can't be save anymore? =(
Sad lurrr


Well, I think I should learn to let go which necessary because by doing that, at least I won't get hurt and maybe I should learn to be a good and nice girl. Eliminate all those bad words, all those negative thinking, all those stupid and naive thinking. Stay strong and tough, if that's really not me, one day people will find out. At least I should be happy because I didn't reply people with bad and stupid attitude. Oh but that one, never mind lar I don't live for her. Cheers Autumn! 






Thank you for Nini, Chupei, Jia Lun, Ching Ching and those who accompanied me during this moment. Appreciate you all ♥















I am born this way, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO SET ME WHAT SHOULD I DO AND WHAT I SHOULDN'T. Have a nice day with your friends and my dearest.♥♥♥  

Ups and Downs

I am here again, and this is the only place I can escape. I have became a bitch which I used to hate previously. People tend to ask me why am I getting so fed up and sad these few days. Thanks for all for asking. I will be fine soon. 


Some kind of people are like this, they looked so huge and fierce but actually they are kind hearted and tend to help people. However, some looked so adorable and lovely, but actually they don't really have a good heart. So I say, don't ever judge a book by the cover. Finally I knew how to use this phrase, correctly.


I want to be the one who are wise although the this is hard for me, but I will try my very best. Life is still a long journey to go, there are still loads of things for me to learn. 


Well, people told me that some kind of people are good in their attitude and they are far more better than me. I thought like too in the beginning, because they always smile to me, unlike me, act cool in front of others. But guess what? When some problem occurred,  they are far more bitchy than me. Wow, pro! Still blaming me that I am good in acting in front of people, but the truth is?


I can't express what is in my mind. But one of my friend told me, if you did something wrong, and you apologize means you are brave to admit what you did, better than those who won't admit. But I still don't know what if the people won't forgive you but still chatter you weakness in front of your dearest? I really cannot answer this question. Sigh..just because of this, I am physically and mentally ill, I should be tougher to overcome more and more problems.


Nothing can bring me down because I am Autumn Ling ♥

Unhappy week

Well, people will sure be curious why I am updated my facebook status so frequent nowadays. It's because I am bored, I am lonely ( think is just a excuse) and the most important thing, I am unhappy. Don't ask me why, because even myself also couldn't figure out the exact answer.

I am too dependent and I am too sticky. I need changes. I have bad temper, I need to change too.

I have too many thoughts in my mind which I have no idea how to solve those problems.

I need some time, time will heals the wound. I deserve for a better one. God please save me from miserable life.





人就是这样现实
wtf