This is life

There are so many people out there telling me: you should be grateful because you are still studying or you should be grateful because you have the chance to study. I never think of I don't get the chance the study and even I repeated my foundation twice. Why? Because of unsatisfied result and I still insisted i want to further my studies in Science field instead of changing to psychology, business or stuffs. Dad never complained to me that I wasted too much of money ( I mean he did but just once) and that weren't cheap to get a SAM certificate in Inti University College, also foundation and degree in UCSI. UCSI is like vampire, it sucks people money. The fees are increasing yearly like what the hell? Their quality is not worth for the price. But, no choice since I am here, no point to crap so much LOL

Daily expenses in UCSI are need to include, rental and the money I used to shop although I worked but once I text-ed dad, he will bank in money for me without asking anything. And sometimes, I will still showing my TOPSHOP shirt to mum haha I should be glad that I am born in this family I mean sometimes I do complain why people can have Gucci bag to carry their books, Ipad 2 to lecture class but I am still using notes and highlighters. But actually I had a lot more compared to others.

Anyway, I am so happy as my result getting better and better until it shocked me. Hope this will maintain until third year? hahah urghh! Syllabus are getting tougher and tougher, work loads are getting more and more like a mountain. I complained but babe boy said if you couldn't corp with this little work loads, how you gonna survive in third year and even when you working? I started to think wisely hmm this is correct

Dad said my English is improving. This is a very very good news. I am not showing off but last time I can't even speak a full sentence like u got pen ah? My friends laughed and teased me and till now I still remember their fucking face expression. Thank you for all those teasing, GOPINATH!

Life is full of different types and different kinds of obstacles, you might complain but after all you should start to think how to cross over them instead of stopping and give up. I grew up seriously, proud of myself =)


Nothing can hold me down, including you, OBSTACLES!


Those Hong Kong drama always said things that can solve with money means that is not a problem. But I think they never experience poverty before, if they did they wouldn't say this. Money is so important in today's world. Book voucher Rm200 seems quite a large number but when you spend all, the things that you bought are actually very little. That was sad. =(

Time to study, A's are coming back to me again Hooray.

I should be happy, cut down the times of complaining, smile more, don't be rude, be nice to friends and change the bad temper. Life could be beautiful isn't it? =)